Friday, January 27, 2006
Music is soul language...
I thought i could finally stand up and continue walking..
Seems that, i'll still be stuck in the very same spot..
I'm torn... inside and outside...
It's been so long.. really,
but it still hurts like it happened yesterday,
I think i'll end up going back to square one,
cos i think my condition is getting worse
Can i just shut my eyes, ears and sleep all day?
I wish i could do so without feeling guilty..
Whatever i wanna do now.. I cannot...
This struggle is getting no where..
How long can i hold on?
I don't even go out..
I don't have enough energy to stay out for more than 1 hour...
Nothing can describe my feelings for you..
It's something so pure, so innocent and far fetched..
No matter how much i say..
Noone will understand
Cos if you haven't realize..
I never go further than the surface
... because it hurts too much
6:07 PM
